headache, heartache

Current mood: distressed i had the perfect idea for a website--nothing of which i want to divulge at this point because somebody somewhere might read this post and steal my fabulous idea. i'm not accusing any of my known readers, because they are not as fanatical about homeschooling as i am. but you never really know who is lurking about myspace blogs. and NOW, i'm so disappointed. from what i can tell, it looks like there's already some website doing practically the same thing i was planning. even though i still have a chance at doing it better, they are already 'light-years' ahead of me as far as building an extensive database behind the website. (so i can sympathize with you, mark). hope is not completely lost...i don't think. the only thing i have going for me is to add my unique flare and hope it draws in viewers and (maybe) some subscriptions. i've gotta let it sink in, to process it a little more, and to wait and see what options come to mind. it's so hard when i've spent a lot of time, intellect and heart into a project! maybe sam has a few ideas! anyway, at least netflix has delivered "All You've Got" (teen sports flic about volleyball). gotta go and sulk. perhaps feed my ulcer before it gets the bad news and decides to flame. lol